I've been living here for 20 yrs not knowing who I am. I'm not a spoiled brat girl because we're poor. I'm just a girl who makes anything be cool. I made this only for you to know a little story of my life. I want anyone to know about me. I will not make this far, I'm gonna tell you a story of my life. My love life. Actually, my life is quite boring but it’s interesting. hehe!!! kulit noh? I hope you will read it.

Here it is. Once in my life I met a guy, he's 1 yr young to me. The first time I saw him, I saw love. But it’s just a puppy love. We've met and became friends. We're not close. But I still remember our high school days; we're studying in same school. Sometimes we go to school together and vice-versa. I'm very happy every time we're together. He got the looks, the height and everything I want in guys. Days run fast that even time can't stop. I'm not expecting this to happen to me, he courts my cousin and then they'll become lover. It hurts me a lot, that’s why I cry and cry and cry, that was 2002. I loved him since the first time I saw him. And that time my life has no meaning and empty that’s why I focus on my study. He's the reason why I'm happy every day.

Every time I saw them walking together I got a heart ache. I'm trying to forget him but my heart says no not now. Then, when I was a freshman in college I met a cute guy, we became friends then lover in secret way. Our relation doesn't work that’s why we broke up. I thought he's the man for me and I thought I'll forget EDLAN the guy whom I loved before. I was lonely until 3rd yr college. When I stepped in 4th yr, I met again a new friend here in my Aunt's Internet Cafe. I will not mention his name (very confidential). He's handsome, sweet, cheerful and responsible. We became friends and lover not knowing his already taken. He's married. Of course I don't want to have a relation to a married man that's why i made a break up. Again, my heart is crying again.

After a month I realized that I still love EdLan. OMG! I think we're together. hehe!!! Wait I forgot to tell you that he's (Edlan) imprisoned because of some case I will not tell you the reason why he is in jail. Then, I finished my college degree. Cause of some reason. I became a play girl; I have 3 boylets at a time, Joe, Barry and Michael. I have feelings for them. As usual, I made a break up to Michael and Barry. Now, Joe and I are lover but we live in a long distance relationship, and now, I'm not sure if I still love him, cause there's a guy who I met through chat. The man whom I used to call BATA/BINATA/LOLO.I fell in love to him. I don't know the reason why, maybe it’s because love is unexplainable. We became friends, we text and chat. He's such a good guy and also cute.

I want him to be my guy that I can live with, but I think he doesn't forget he's ex-girl friend. And now he seems to be busy, he never sends me a text message or private message in YM.I will wait for you until you say yes. But if you're not feeling the same way that’s ok. I can be your friend you can turn on. Sorry if I made this, in this way. If this turns you off, I have nothing to do, unless I'll forget you. Thanks for the time, I will treasure the times that we're together.Always take and always remember Rica Garin loves you so much

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